switchblade stuck in the moon

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 19:58:57 GMT

ogh.

i started my period today.

damn it all.

Mon, 08 Sep 2003 22:17:28 GMT

*sigh*
I've got ISS for tardies.
They put my homecoming nomination
picture up.
It's WRETCHED.
*gag*

Kelly made me laugh
so hard today.
I was this far *little pinchy fingers*
from hurling I laughed so hard.
Insta-goth.
"shit shit shit. I forgot my black lipstick"
*rolls eyes*
anyways.

I'm finally off being grounded.
However it is HIGHLY likely
that I will be grounded again
in the very near future.

My brother's been a real
asshole to me lately.
Makes me wish he never
came home from Europe.
I hope he moves to London,
then I can visit him.
(London has no drinking age)

there's nothing here.
but what here's mine....

oh yes, speaking of Placebo.
My site's down.
I need to renew my plan
so Alicia and I can get it up
and running.

*sigh*

justxaxmonster: go to the football game tonight
justxaxmonster: and we can get snow cones and throw them at people!
justxaxmonster: :D
opivyman87: i would, but, i really don't feel like going to a football game tonight. i'm too naked. maybe next time...

Oh yes, Dave got a livejournal.
Add him, you fools.

diamondave

;)

ew.

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 16:03:37 GMT

I've been grounded.
Lame reasons.

This new lj skin
annoys the hell out of me...

Call me, please.
Save me from this boredom.

813 767 4497

Daddy bought me a "instant immersion GERMAN PRO"
software thing.
He's letting me use the computer
while he's out.
But he expects by the time he gets back
from the flea market,
that I'm fluent.
Daddy's so funny.

Ugh.
I really don't feel well.
I just ate pretty much
and entire carton of ice cream.
I feel like vomiting,
a) because it was physically too much to eat
and
b) because it was mentally too much to eat.

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 17:55:57 GMT

My science teacher
has a picture of a dead beaver
crushed by a tree sitting on her
desk.
Directly two feet in front
of my face...
I'm.. troubled(?) by it?

It's just creepy having a
dead beaver in front of you for
45 minutes straight.

"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Which 80's Song Fits You?
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go figure.
it's my favorite 80's song.

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 05:02:48 GMT

Does anyone have an lj code
they could donate to me?

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 04:14:20 GMT

Kelly and Sharron........

Kelly, I hate you.
Leave you and your "punk princess"
shirts out of my journal.
I honestly don't see how I
try to act "goth/punk"...
Sharron, I don't know who the fuck you are.

Stay out of my journal.
Do not read it.
And do not call me a "poser"
behind my back.
God knows if you had a journal
it'd be
"So I'm going out with my asshole
boyfriend Curtis who got his girlfriend
pregnant twice and dumped her both times.
I wore my princess shirt with a bondage skirt
and I got laughed at. I wonder why? Maybe they
just wish they were as hXc as me"

Fuck off.
Stay out of my journal.
I could ruin your life.
But you'd want that,
so you could be hXc.

Kelly - countless times
I've wanted to torture you
for your pathetic "punk"
outfits, but Zach begged me to
be nice. You're so lucky
I've been as "nice" as I have been
for what you've done to him.
I should kick your ass,
but it'd be something to write a bad
poem about, and so you could say
you were a "tortured nerd"
in a few months.
Grow up.
Stay out of my life.

How did you find my journal
in the first place?

and just so i dont have to
make another post..

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Sat, 30 Aug 2003 19:27:46 GMT

I look so very, very gross today.

I slept like 12 hours last night, i don't know why my eyes look so tired.

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 17:31:46 GMT

I got my baby dread falls
in the mail today!!
*JOY!*

When Manson tours again,
my father said he will drive me
as south as Miami,
and as north as Savannah.
You have no idea how much this rocks.

Kindof annoyed with Missy.
She said i could go w/ her to BG,
and she left already...
And for some reason, she called
Jessica to ask if I was going...
Wouldn't it make more sense to call me?

Went to the movies last night.
Wee bit of chaos..
It was fun... watches Sean bust his
ass skateboarding by Best Buy..
fun(nnnnnnnnnnnnnn)

Fri, 29 Aug 2003 00:16:29 GMT

Manson concert was amazing.
I cried.
My pictures hardly turned out.

I'm pissed as hell.
I was talking to the security guards
guarding the tour buses after the show.
They were like
"If you pull a James Bond maneuver
past us we could say we didn't see you"
and they were going to let me back to
where the buses are.
But my parents came right when i was about to go.

P I S S E D.

I really can't wait till the winter.
I'm going again.

I'm not sure if I'm going to be using
lj that much anymore..
not sure.......

Woa, I just looked in the mirror
and I've got effing huge hair..
It's sticking out 3 inches
in all directions of my head.
Intereesting.

I am in pain.
Weight training = 90
crunches, 20 pushups,
and 10 weird leg things yesterday.
And today I leg pressed 125 lbs,
and I could hardly walk the rest of
the day.
I nearly fell down the stairs.

It pains me to admit
that one of the members
of good charlotte is pretty hot.
It might just be his hair,
but he's hot. I think he plays guitar?
I don't know their names.
And it's definitely unnattractive
to be in my least favorite band,
but he's got a pretty little head.

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 21:32:44 GMT

SWITCHBLADE SYMPHONY
you like to dress like a demented ragdoll and show
off your tongue peircing. Why oh why did you
break up the band, though not everyone dug your
band, you were far stronger as a team.

Which Goth band are you??
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:)

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 20:09:31 GMT

justxaxmonster: OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
justxaxmonster: i just bit my tongue really hard :/
CupcakeKitten666: ahh
CupcakeKitten666: *kisses tounge*
justxaxmonster: *bleeding*
justxaxmonster: mmm i should go with blood on my lips so i can be hardcore!
CupcakeKitten666: oh yeah *moshes*
CupcakeKitten666: haha

Manson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MANSON

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 19:54:44 GMT

oh me
oh my

MANSON'S TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hooray!!!!
I've been waiting forever!

I forgot to write that yesterday,
we were lighting bunsen burners in lab,
and my lab partner turned the gas on first,
and a huge 3 foot flame shot out at her face.
It was hilarious, Yoy only see that in movies.

I had to do 90 crunches in weight training today.
I almost died.
We also had to do these leg things..
and push ups.
I'll be sore tomorrow.

AJ piercred her lebret,
very cute.

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 00:29:21 GMT

I've got pink crayola marker
on my lips...
Makes for very pretty lipstick...

By the way,
Orlando helped me
put together my
outfit for tomorrow...

"don't piss me off bitch. I'm in weight training. I'll kick your ass"

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 19:39:27 GMT

Clinton & Wade are bringing
their band to my house
to practice.

Steve, I forgot our son's name.
I think it has a J in it?

Stephanie and I were discussing teen sex,
and her dad is a devout christian.
If she got pregnant, he said he's forgive her
and help her along the way.
My parents don't give a shit about religion,
and they said they'll disown me if I
get pregnant.
What's wrong with this picture??

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(its the manson show)

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 01:12:32 GMT

man oh man.

I hate sudden popup explosions.
Especially of the porn variety.

*turns on blocker*

I was hyper and obnoxious today,
I wore myself out.

Mon, 25 Aug 2003 21:30:45 GMT

i am hated.

the things I do for him.

Mon, 25 Aug 2003 20:20:48 GMT

ok...
I'm taking
Beginner's weight training.

For the sole purpose of 3rd lunch.
There were no other classes
available....
So it looks like Jeanine
will be pumpin' iron tomorrow.

Mip.

Mon, 25 Aug 2003 01:05:23 GMT

:D

I love my molko...

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 19:50:05 GMT

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!

Rocko's Modern Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Mr. Satan, can you watch my sister
for a while? Can she go to your Devil Daycare?
How much would it cost? Oh, nothing if you get to
torture her? Go ahead"

slumber party!!!!!

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 13:33:56 GMT

Nicole, Jess, Missy and Stephanie
slept over last night.
Sean and Will came over till
10:30-11.
It was great......

My feeling was wrong.
Which makes me happy.
I talked to him about it,
and it's all good.

I'm getting sick,
it's horrid.
Sinuses = 6 o'clock traffic on
state road 60,
throat = dry as a "mofo."
I don't feel good.
And I'm going to
get Sean sick.
Three days and he'll
be sick, too.
:/

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 18:32:57 GMT

...I've got a feeling.....

a foreboding...

Can't say I won't be hurt,

but I won't cry.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.

Who knows.

But it's better to be prepared.

//////

I think I'm going to skip out on
the orch dork party today.

Doesn't sound all that appealing to me.

posting a lot again

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 15:12:51 GMT

Love is pain
and a dream could wreck it all
It's to you my heart was sold...
You've left me here, blindfolded.
a dream could tear it all down.
a dream could tear it down.

this needs to stop.

...i need to not love him.

...i need someone who wont make me cry
for every reason and no reason at all....

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 14:19:09 GMT

I'm thinking I'm in the mood for
a new Molko layout..............

Suggest photos!!!

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 13:33:51 GMT

I'm going to eat all the carefree people.

:/

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 13:19:34 GMT

Sucker love is heaven sent,
You pucker up our passions spent.
My heart's a tart
you're body's rent.
My body's broken yours'
is bent.
Carve your name into my arm,
instead of stressed I lie here charmed.
'Cause there's nothing else to do.
Every me and every you.

Sucker love a box I choose,
No other box I'd choose to use.
Another love I would abuse.
No circumstances would excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
every me and every you
every me....

Sucker love is known to swing,
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for Heaven's sake
there's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you.Every me and every you
Every me....
Every me and every you
every me...

Like the naked
leads to blind eye
Know I'm selfish I'm unkind
Sucker Love
I always find someone to bruise and
leave behind.
All alone in space & time
There's nothing here
but what here's mine
Something borrowed something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me
Every me and ever you
......

This song keeps getting closer
to explaining me....